Nujabes - Visions of Happiness lyrics

Yeah, uh, listen One time, Claz, uh, yeah Yo, Listen I don't really get the people in this world Who knew you could find a lot of evil in a girl, sh** And I really had my fair share bro When it comes to my music it scares them hoes All thinking each and every song is about them b**h you ain't the only girl that I f**ed around with Right now, I'm living in a rut I will keep it spitting hot, til' I hit the crickets stop And when I do, I'll go ahead and take a bow And yes I f** with chicks but I'm never playing fowl A lot of haters talk me down but I love it Cause' love is really hate you f**ing clown you're just bugging On the real, i think the smokings catching up to me Yaking up my lungs, yelling out that it's enough for me But sh**, I can't really stop The calm is too far and my palms is feeling hot, damn In may i'm going off to the Philippines Mum's sending me over to stop spliffing trees I mean would you call it addiction I'd call it more of an author's prescription You got to see I'm addicted to the hate I'm inflicted by this vision I'm restricted to this race The only thing that is hidden is my fate I'm a k**er with the lyrics, mix the rhythm with the pain And in the last 18 months, I've had 2 foul relationships I hate this stuff My ex ex said I'd never amount to sh** Yeah, good joke, A-ha no doubt you b**h An ounce of piff, see I'm stuck in slow pace Smoking weed and eating f**ing oats ay My throat aches and my heart's feeling weird bro The road's straight but I can't see that clear yo And so it's back to the Philippines Rap with the illest steeze Laxed I be living free You know it's crack when I'm spitting frees Clap if you feeling these, wack little b**h Emcees That's right, I thrive in the silence Rhyme so nice, don't disguise it for kindness High off the vibrance, my remedies floating Hennessy toasted, got to keep my enemies closer I ain't a pessimist, I'm a realist And f** the messages And f** the feelings And what I plan to be is really not a fantasy Dismantling the man in me, you feel me, this is family My sanity will be questioned by the fair few I'm talking truth I don't need a f**ing dare to It's fair true yo, I hadn't mean to scare you But I'm numb now, it don't matter if you care dude