Nugatory Hope - Stalemate lyrics

God wants me to burn The less I disturb it, the worse it becomes God k**ed us all for the praises we sung The truth in my head never sees light in tongue Hung out in light for gaffes I want to hide from Run From this mess Inherently contaminating my Name I'll be at peace When I find a place to sleep I'm speeding towards an all-time low Defying every status quo I'm moribund and stagnant at the same time Reality's just shown me how The void inside's a haven, now I'm lost within this stalemate of mine Stuck in a non-ending state of decay I can do nothing but wish for it's end Masochists lured me and led me astray They showed me their ways and made me one of them I'm one with the drones that can't grasp escape We all sustain on misery and woe Living my life without a use or a choice Somebody save me from this world that I know I'm speeding towards an all-time low Defying every status quo I'm moribund and stagnant at the same time Reality's just shown me how The void inside's a haven, now I'm lost within this stalemate of mine With uncharted feelings Comes their way of defusing you Because one by one I just destroy these memories I can't go on like this anymore This draw will destroy my sanity