Nugatory Hope - Pathetic lyrics

It's gaining power, moving forward I'm pathetic, just like always Even more so now (that I'm truly alone) Gone without a sound (into the depths of oblivion) Funny how I thought that I was worth something I epitomize the meaning of nothing The worst connotation of all When I try to rise Every fiber in my body somehow tells me that I'm wrong It's gaining power, moving forward I'm pathetic, just like always Even more so now (that I'm truly alone) Gone without a sound (into the depths of oblivion) I exist as a caricature for the Archetype of hopelessness and despair I don't belong here, but I just linger And wait for the light to present itself to me