Part 1 Got that bpd since i can think I can not feel a thing i told my shrink ya Half schizophrenic is that a thing? Is it my blood all up in the sink ya? Look in the mirror i start to sing Can't control my expressions what's wrong with him ya.. I'm afraid when i'm sad that i start to grin like when my grandpa died.. what the hell When i was younger mama put me in a room with stranger people They said they come in freedom and that they're very pleased to meet me Asked me questions about me i stared at them they wanted to talk to me About adhd but i just screamed acab fu*k 'em all ! I was ten at that time hoe And i remember the beelzeboss as a friend of mine hoe I was ten at that time hoe And i remember the beelzeboss as a friend of mine Bridge 1 They told me fu*k you you will never be like us... They said fu*k you you will never be like us... Part 2 I try to fly but someone cut my wings Let's raise our voice the outlaws finna be the kings ya I'm fighting fighting fighting it seem that i can not win ya Hit me with the second wind ya How could you laugh and frown You don't know what that was all about uh Now it's all about Getting chains and get them shows sold out uh I was on the ground yeah b*tch and i was underground Selling packs for food b*tch When i was twelve they told me i was just a freak The empathy in my head said how could they've told me that This is what they all expect from me Bridge 2 Y'all want a psycho? i can give it to you listen i'm like: fu*k you you will never be like me And i was screaming you will never be like me And i was bleeding and you will never be like me Them hoes was cheating and you will never be like me And i can hate myself so you will never be like me I can debate myself so you will never be like me Shut the fu*k up so you will never be like me I almost killed myself