Nuclear Blast Allstars - Schizo lyrics

Ploughing through the sh** every day I cannot get away Nothing seems to go my way It's not my day It's never been my day Rust is clogging up my veins I feel old I feel drained I'm on this quest to find out where I'm from And where do I belong, life is not what it seems to be From all the sacrifices, I'm living my life like a dog What a joke, desperation is bringing me down on my knees I'm running into darkness I'm fighting myself Schizophrenic battle in my own mind I don't know if I should laugh or if I should cry Why am I here? Where do I belong? Is this the end of my life? What the f** is going on? I'm running into darkness I'm fighting myself Through sorrow and through madness I try to stay sane Time is running, it's over I'm failing, it's over