Nu Virgos - My Beloved lyrics

MY LOVER MEN ALWAYS LIED THE 2ND WAS GONE AND THE 3RD WAS FIRED THE 4TH RAN AWAY UNbu*tONED MY 1ST BABY-BOY COMPLETELY FORGOTTEN BUT MY BELOVED IS LIKE A TYPHOON I MELT AWAY, I'M OVER THE MOON... WHEN IN HIS ARMS I'M FLYING AWAY TO THE HEAVENS! I HAVE DENIED, I HAVE FORBIDDEN MY LOVE INSIDE MY SOUL INSIDE... I'M BLESSING YOU ALTHOUGH YOU BREAK MY LIMPID ACHING BLEEDING HEART I HAVE FORGOTTEN, I HAVE FORGIVEN MY LOVE AGAIN AND ONCE AGAIN... I FEEL SO LOST, I AM SO CONFUSED... AND THIS IS IT - I CAN'T EXPLAIN! MY FRIENDS USED TO TEACH ME LAUGHING "GET RID OF THIS MESS - HE IS GOOD FOR NOTHING" "FLICK OFF THIS INFATUATION," "GET OUT OF THIS SILLY SITUATION"...