[Verse:Npk Twice] Dear lord we ain't talked in a while But thanks for everything that you done for a nikker Thanks for my family lord they a Blessing Thanks for the talent,its also a Blessing But I ain't blow yet Is that a Plan God? gotta be patient mOre,and pray more god? It will work more,I'm still a fan God I'm on my knees every day Thanking you lord for Each Day This song gon surprise you Or inspire you Or even both,Aspire you Lord knows I ain't perfect 'I still try God' But shii still happen 'like why God' Is this this your plan God? Its Okay God I still love you God I hit a Red Rod I miss my fam God... The woman that I love don't love me back! Is this also your plan? Well it s**s Sorry for my tone God I gotta Ask God I feel so alone God How's my Aunt God? I know she's with you God... Up there in heaven And hope she's also listening [Chorus:Npk Twice] IM down Knees Begging you Please Please show me the way I'm tired of waiting I got tired of waiting [Hook: Npk Twice] Dear Lord I'm tired of waiting Tired of waiting I got x 2 I got tired Of waiting I'm just tired Verse: Dear God hi its me again I'm reading the bible again This song ain't for Radio Just wanna let you know I'm not letting Go Ima Push this sh*t harder I read Genesis tough me what a Journey is Then I read John and repented from every Sin... If not then why bother? That's what I said before I left her Now bree is dead,I still Miss her Lord all these Rappers sound the same to me... They record series I record Movies Yea True stories Back to you God I ain't smile in a while God Found things ain't what it seems Lord Accept you God,I praise you Lord [Chorus + Hook:]