Noxious Emotion - Cigarette lyrics

This f**ing cigarette has burned down Pain in my fingers Pain in my grasp And now another has reared up From my past to stab me through the chest I thought this was over Funny how the human mind can talk itself into believing anything No matter how far from the truth it is Running away to dark corners in my mind To try a new sense of fantasy To forget and put it out Thoughts are finally coming around to calm How long until you strike me again? When will a long forgotten dream bring you back To the front of my mind? Every time I think it's over, it starts again Let me up I've had enough I hate the walls holding me to patterns Mundane patters which make me think of what could have been You can leave me alone Your pay back is done I've suffered like I made you suffer Now get the f** out of my head Take your memory with you when you leave Leave me alone in darkness That's the way I like it in here Just make sure that your reminiscence is all swept up and gone from me Leave me alone