Noumena - The Great Anonymous Doom lyrics

I've waited for this night in shame They say, it's the grace Of the great anonymous doom Don't help me, I'm not falling yet For woe, I won't forego The moment of great anonymous doom Still awake, it may take all day So silent and slow, like infinite flow The fuel of great anonymous doom Not for me a wish For hope or for mirth I long to be tied in a coil of rebirth Absent and pale In black-eyed night I'd hate to be wrapped in a veil of delight Once I leave In graceful flames, I long to be burned Once all leave Once when I leave, I never return In a dream that flies over the darkest lullabies This was my fate, a wish to sedate In presence of great anonymous doom My wish, was to be just like this A dark distant shade that lingers, delays In coming of great anonymous doom