Nothing Til Blood - Destitute lyrics

I'm still searching for meaning In what I've been believing for the sake of my life I tried, allowed compromise Saw things that made me sick inside I hid lies, even closed my eyes To pretend that things were fine Why can't you see it's also hurting me It goes against everything that we believe So take my hand and come with me Break free from this disease You're out of line But I acted like things were fine I loved you through it all I'll be there if you fall Things may be different now My heart still burns for you I hope and pray each day That you will make it through Never forget you're loved I still believe in you