​nothing,nowhere. - Call Back lyrics

Rode my bike to your mom's house Ten miles on the other side of town I remember everything down to your perfume Your brother playing Rancid in the back room Years went by and I'm still stuck Heard you settled down and you grew up Tell me, is he everything you wanted? Really hope so You deserve the best and nothing less You held my hands Looked me in the face You said you needed space And you never called back Was I a mistake? Something to replace? Someone to throw away? I'll wait for you to call back You held my hands Looked me in the face You said you needed space And you never called back Was I a mistake? Something to replace? Someone to throw away? I'll wait for you to call back And I've been going through the motions Even though I've been broken Even though you left me high and dry It's a wonder why I'm still hoping Same sh**, it's just a different day I don't get why I can't turn the page Ice cold since you went away I can feel it all running in my veins And I can still feel it and I can still see your reflection And nowadays I don't feel anything but the depression And I don't get why I can't move on and live in the present It's like the past is my home and I'm working on trying to forget it You held my hands Looked me in the face You said you needed space And you never called back Was I a mistake? Something to replace? Someone to throw away? I'll wait for you to call back Well, I don't want to wake up anymore When everyday is feeling longer than the day before You got everything that you asked for Just let me be face down on the f**ing floor You held my hands Looked me in the face You said you needed space And you never called back Was I a mistake? Something to replace? Someone to throw away? I'll wait for you to call back Do you forgive me? Took it for granted and then I brought this on myself Cause I'll forgive you for leaving me It was all my f**ing fault