Northbound - Actor lyrics

Am I getting better? Am I just getting better at acting? I think you've got me figured out With your tongue inside my mouth I'm an a**hole Am I getting better? Am I just getting better at drinking? And kissing every girl I meet In hopes to build my self esteem I'm a taker It's not the right time It's not a good idea Well, maybe I'm pretty biased But, that doesn't seem fair to me But, I lust after her And she's in love with me Well, this is f**ing out of control Man seriously Do you really think you'll be better off alone? Yeah, you're the one to talk Never knowing what you want And it just takes a toll on my heart, girl. Honestly For just this once, could you be straight up with me? And if you knew me half as well as you think you do I wouldn't waste all my time convincing you: "I'm not who you think I am." I probably don't give a damn about your band, man I hope you understand That I'm rotten to the core A selfish attention who*e Don't expect optimism I left it at the door And there's a thousand nights like tonight You look me in the eyes It eats away at me I'm running out of air to breathe And you're pretty good for me I'm all that you want and need But, I won't kiss you unless someone else is ignoring me It's f**ed up