Norma Jean - Surrender Your Sons... lyrics

Afterwards Your pale skin is a razor sharp wire So I place these scales over my eyes Don't touch me I'm sick You whisper But I hear only what I choose Hello my good old friend Your hand pulls me back from that mire Or will I look back and stare and wonder If she is way back there But afterwards My mouth will be filled with gravel And I'm left alone You know that feeling Of fear and desperation In the pit of your stomach It's making you nauseous Excitement (When your head spins) Apprehension (When your head spins) You wish you could lose it all (And your stomach sweels) Hello my good old friend Your hand pulls me back from that mire Or will I look back and stare and wonder If she is way back there Hello my good old friend Your hand pulls me back from that mire Will I look back and stare and wonder If she is way back there But afterwards My mouth will be filled with gravel And afterwards I'm left alone The fear of dealing with this is stronger than The fear of just forgetting this And future I am scared of you And future I am scared of you And future I am scared of you (Scared of you) Hello my good old friend Your hand pulls me back from that mire Will I look back and stare and wonder If she is way back there I swear I'll find my way back I swear I will find my way back to the light I swear I swear; now that I'm left alone I'm left alone