Nominee - Retrospect lyrics

I watched everything I had Slip through my own two hands I never felt that way before And Ill die before I do again So take your life and your new last name I liked you better before you held the blame For wrecking my life And pulling my favorite pieces out of it You put me up on the shelf In case the plans you made don't work out But don't take me down When you're feeling sad for yourself It will take the best of me But I won't let you take me down when you fall Everything you do, everything you say It's over now, but it will all catch up eventually For as long as I can remember I'd justify the way it felt Dwelling inside of a personal hell And finding ways to distract myself But I found a way, a reason to believe If half of it is what you make it The other half is meant to be You put me up on the shelf In case the plans you made don't work out But don't take me down When you're feeling sad for yourself It will take the best of me But I won't let you take me down when you fall Everything you do, everything you say It's over now, but it will all catch up eventually Its all your fault I'm running out of sympathy It's over now But it will all catch up eventually My nerves are shot and my hands are numb My heads a mess from the way it runs So forgive and forget, or move on and regret Either way you know you'll never see me again It will take the best of me But I won't let you take me down when you fall Everything you do, everything you say It's over now, but it will all catch up eventually Its all your fault I'm running out of sympathy It's over now But it will all catch up eventually