Nolay - Dancing With The Devil lyrics

[Verse 1] He said he'd never do it again That was about as realistic as me Quitting on the pad and the pen I always focus on the good and not the bad in these men And now the Feds have gotta go and tell my mother I'm dead I think my soul left my body tenth kick to the head I blacked out on the fifth and the carpet went red I still remember all the dumb sh** I said And the excuses that I used to try And make to all my family and friends Man the first time he hit me I should of left But it was only once I told myself plus I got him vex And plus I felt all his regret when he begged and he wept And told me baby since I did this to you I've barely slept Tryna fix a man that's trying to break me Never thought that love would k** me But it took my life like someone who hates me He clocks that I ain't moving so he panics and shakes me I'm on my way to God there ain't a thing that can wake me [Chorus] My head told me to leave but I never left and now I am dead My heart told me to stay now I'm in my grave and rotting away I was dancing with the devil now I'm singing with the angels [Verse 2] Always blaming me naming me and shaming me Should of known he was the devil the first day he f**ing came to me It's insane to me he wasn't who he claimed to be And basically this mother f**er murdered me quite shamelessly I was too young to die what happened to my pride I swear I couldn't even look the mother f**er in his eyes without wondering what made him such a screw up Had me drinking for release until I couldn't stand and threw up I was talented some say I would of blew up When my head split the blood splatter f**ed my f**ing shoes up Body all bruised up looking like a loser And the teeth in my gums couldn't get any looser I've been lying here for hours now Watching as this coward drowns In his f**ing tears because he realised he's a sour clown I can picture all my loved ones crying I've been unhappy for a long time guess I was already dying [Chorus] My head told me to leave but I never left and now I am dead My heart told me to stay now I'm in my grave and rotting away I was dancing with the devil now I'm singing with the angels [Outro plays to fade]