Nofx - Monsters lyrics

there's no monsters in the closet that's what mother said there's no boogie man or zombies underneath my bed when there's scratches on the window she said it's only branches in the breeze there's no freddy kreuger, blair witch, there's no chucky doll they're just characters in movies, they're not real at all how's it possibly my mother never realized that monsters do exist? these nightmares aren't nightmares and i can't reveal the monster i see ever night is very real when i hear that demon voice i stop breathing and i freeze if i'm to stop that germ from spreading, i must k** the disease oh father in heaven please protect me hello kitten don't be scared it's only daddy i can't live through this again i just came to tuck you in but i just wanna go to sleep, i pray to god my soul to keep don't you wanna give a goodnight kiss to daddy? don't you wanna give a goodnight kiss to daddy? god give me strength god take away my fears if you're really out there send me a sign! this is the last time i'll ever ask you for anything this is the last time i will pretend nothing is happening alone, tell me that i'm not alone tell me my heart can be salvaged tell me my soul can be saved my fault, tell me this is not my fault tell me why do i deserve this life? my brushes, some paint i'll need me razor blades and a warm jacket and i'm taking this gun there's nothin' in this world to justify him if i am to survive i must defy him i'm leaving this behind i'll go so far away he'll never find me i know that i'm making that the last time