Noah Gillispie - Apathy lyrics

[Intro] Apathy Apathy Don't care about sanity [Verse 1] Woke up this morning Forgot to brush my teeth I took a shower But I forgot to eat My breakfast It's getting cold on the bar But it don't matter anyway cause lunch is in an hour Recently I've found it hard to get moving Sleep is so much better than the day that I'm losing Cause when I am awake I have to face the pain Of living in this dreadfully ice cold reality Do I have a purpose Do I really matter Got so many questions But they don't got no answers Got a heart so big But it breaks easy So I'd rather not care About anything [Chorus 1] Apathy Straight up apathy It is so hard to care what happens to me Apathy Straight up apathy Caring just hurts I stopped I Loved so much that I popped I got back up then I dropped I really hope my music don't flop [Verse 2] Yes I'm with PHD Here's our demo cd I'm on track one At least I think that's me To be honest, I can't even tell Cause when I listen to my voice I don't recognize myself That sounds like me Only with hopes and dreams Now my despair and pleas Have brought me to my knees Cause I'm sick of fighting It's a consented loss With such a brutal cost I can't look at the hurt that's been caused To me And the only way for me to keep on keeping on now is with [Chorus 2] Apathy Straight up apathy It is so hard to care what happens to me Apathy Straight up apathy Caring just hurts I stopped I loved so much that I popped I Got back up then I dropped It's really hard to write a rock [Verse 3] Song so I made some beats Mom says I'm Dwight Shrute She's kinda close but dang I sure ain't a farmer dude Cause I don't like to work Unless it's kinda fun But even then I better get paid great sums Dough burns holes in my pocket Now my pants are on fire You can judge if you want But I am not a liar Full of indecision Best described as tired All I've ever wanted is to make all the people inspired To do the right thing To follow their dreams To know their God And to do their thing But right now it's too hard to care about jack Cause everything around me is just so whack