No Fun At All - Trapped Inside lyrics

I know that things Are going wrong for me I never really had a chance I know that things are going down The drain the rapid lane And I could need a helping hand In my mind all the time Endless iteration In my mind all the time Endless irretation Endless aggravation Something is making me So lonely and I got to know Got to know Got to know what it is I've got to find a way to get a cure And try to get some peace of mind I've got to find a way to ease the Pain inside my brain And I could need a helping hand I know I'm not supposed to see I know I'm not supposed to hear I know I'm not supposed to say I know I'm not supposed I'm ready? I'm not? It doesn't matter what I think It's always there