Wide awake in my bed Running through the words you never said And my only offense Breaking walls of conscience and your dress Now and then I think of what we could have been They always said love was a myth But honestly, you never gave me anything at all to work with When you never wanted anything to do with me Four wrongs never made it right And my dreams were false They never had the wings to fly Misread every word you said And your twisted tongue Like your deceptive eyes Left nothing inside I thought you'd let me sleep tonight They always said life was unfair But was I selfish to think that you actually cared? You'll never know And you'll never know What it's like to be me When you've fallen too deep Losing more than your mind to sleep And I know your times done but come back once more You are no different from me I spent my whole life this way The silent footsteps to my grave And this is the price I pay