No Dice - Eulogy lyrics

I want to know what it looks like in someone else's eyes What does it take to fake? The levee breaks, the beauty in a lie And compromise before confession You stole the words, my time, the message When you're given nothing but goodbye I can't go home The Midwest seemed to have a hold on me Left everyone so disappointed When we took our chance to leave Faces of apathy Sacrificing luck we couldn't bet And never pay respect to what we left With open wounds we'll never mend I want to know what I look like in your eyes And do my actions hold the weight that you describe? Can I come to grips with failed accomplishments? Do you know what it feels like? How could you know what it feels like? I've been checking into hospitals and running into funerals wondering if this was ever worth it And through the trials and the obstacles, I find it hard to see myself and grasp a sense of purpose I never thought I'd have to do this on my own I never thought you'd lead my heart astray And all the patience you've outgrown I always thought you'd stay