Nirvana - Trapped Inside lyrics

[Intro] Loaded choppa Missing papa Sleeping pills mixed with vodka If I die young, I luv u mama We just living life with no drama [Verse 1] Loaded choppa Missing papa Sleeping pills mixed with vodka If I die young, I luv u mama We just living life with no drama I pray to god we can beat the odds I do drugz me and a junkie two peas of a pod But we different I guess there's a difference Cause I'm high functioning like keep punching him Stomachs rumbling critics mumbling Losing it is troubling so I keep hustling Arkansas asylum is where I stay don't be frightened Weed may slow you down but my senses have heightened Shine like a diamond is so cliche Keep the hate I gotta special way to repay Fast forward my life then look back on the replay When I was stressed never thought I would see this day Right now I'm trapped inside my mind why am I this way They can't figure me out its like I'm a maze To understand me it would take 6,570 days Doctor do you have the time Hold that thought while I roll this dime God forgive me while I do this crime Pablo Escobar in his prime That's me, casualty , I pa**ionately Get rid of these demons rebuke them from me I walk on the hearts of past lovers So many fish got caught in my covers And their hurt was the only thing I recovered And their pain I discovered now I suffer My heart got broke so now I'm tougher I'm just tryna stay a float not go under [Bridge] The life of water My life is shorter Not one supporter Drugz help me and sometimes they mind alter [Refrain] Loaded choppa Missing papa Sleeping pills mixed with vodka If I die young, I luv u mama We just living life with no drama [Hook] Locked inside my brain and you just missed the train Of my thoughts so when I talk I hope you feel my pain I'm tryna break out this jail and climb out of hell like Bane I only cry when in the shower all my feelings going down the drain And when it rains I feel it more than ever When Ima see success what if it's never [Verse 2] I feel like I'm being stepped on by King Kong , after I swallowed a bomb My dad was never there, and where the f** is my mom Bitvhes ain't sh** but Molly makes me happy b**hes ain't sh** but Mary makes me happy Other times I'm feeling crappy, like manure or sh** in the sewer Noose of life's struggles chokin me I can't get any bluer Problem after problem they don't get no fewer I graduated high school it's like I'm a loser I'm at the bottom of the bottom, daddy should of used condom Drugz help me play dead like a fiended out possum Trapping ain't working, this rapping ain't working A job isn't enough but one thing is certain The stress of being the best is one of the worst burdens I talk about the drugz they fix my face just like a surgeon Other than that yeah I never smile When they look in my eyes do they see I'm still that child From the projects with the mental defects That I got from my dad I think it's time to confess [Refrain] Loaded choppa Missing papa Sleeping pills mixed with vodka If I die young, I luv u mama We just living life with no drama