[Intro] I don't wanna let you down Don't wanna let you down Oh no, oh no Only wish to make you proud All I ever wanted was to make you proud Are you proud of me Are you proud of me [Verse 1] Man I'm living with my moms and pops, I got a lot to prove Everyday they remind that it's cool, I feel the need to move That's why I strive for perfection, always finding ways to improve My music and my clothes, my speech and my selection When it comes to all my.. I never bring 'em by Don't want my baby sisters path to coincide with them slides Neither do I want my family to get acquainted with that side And I hate to tell a lie cause then it feels like I'm not living I'm just cheating on my life, and when you think about it Damn, it ain't even mine, it's hard to play along When you're fighting demons that reside inside of yourself I think I'm crashing on purpose but I still want to survive While looking at all of my friends, reality it settles in, and I know that I'm not the only one But f** it, I'll just go ahead and do my own damn thing and act like I'm the only one, cause [Hook] I don't wanna let you down I don't wanna let you down No, my only wish is to make you proud All I ever wanted was to make you proud I never wanna let you down I never wanna let you down [Verse 2] I pop another pill, I don't wanna remember Cause if I do, next time, I might take a couple more It's funny how it goes, you sit alone Telling a story, I would have preferred to leave untold Cause to be honest, I don't really find it funny anymore When you feel like it is over 'fore it started, you know for sure If you didn't come to help then kindly just leave me alone I'm having trouble with my judgment telling right from wrong That's when you're leaking and you're broken and your feelings start to show That's when you learn you have to let go of your fears to take control So far away, but yet so close to your goals Relax for an evening have toast for my toast sh**'s doomed, and I'm tired and I feel like giving up But I could bloom and I could rise if I could ride the last tide So all them doubts that I'm having, put that bullsh** aside This might not be hello but it's certainly not goodbye [Hook] I don't wanna let you down I don't wanna let you down Nooo, my only wish is to make you proud All I ever wanted was to make you proud I never wanna let you down I never wanna let you down [Bridge] You all know me I ain't no stranger to ya'll I need you to help me Sometimes I'm difficult, I know But I'm there for you anyway Could you please be there for me just one time I need you to help me Need you to believe me when I tell you that [Hook] I don't wanna let you down I don't wanna let you down Nooo, my only wish is to make you proud All I ever wanted was to make you proud I never wanna let you down I never wanna let you down