Only to be left alone I crawl back into my own world Behind the gates of misery I shall find my happiness The wicked I am, the shadow I am Salvation I seek for all to come The sorrow I feel, The colour I am In scars salvation shall be found Dreaming of a d**h so violent See my life pa**ed before my eyes First cla** ticket to resurrection Prepared to meet the other life Violence is my only friend My saving grace when love is lost Alone I crawl in front of the ma**es In silence I shed my tears I choose path of sacrifice In silence I shed my tears A truth that told me nothing but lies This is the way that I called life I am not your Jesus Christ Here I am, all alone My burning mind has gone insane Don't need a cause for all my rage Just despise the nature of the human race