rejected like the fallen angel cast out from this life i am a victim of my desires a monument of my pain an empty shell devoid of emotion in ivory black i am painted dead enthralled by beauty yearning for bliss i sacrificed myself to fullfill my dreams i saw the sun and i felt it's warmth and i reached out my hand to love and life embraced by melancholic euphony i knew i was at the mercy of the parasites like fallen fruit to be drained from life and I cried in the midst of my ebony meadows i was dancing with the dead i was lost in a strain of silence i was one with emptiness at the shore of the black sea where the birds are silent i cursed her name i saw the d**h of the sun i tasted the tears of heaven and i saw it all pa** by bleeding dry losing hope i used to love i used to care now deprived from all that matters to me my words mean nothing my emotions are dead my dreams are empty if she only knew oh i wish she knew i close my eyes and i sigh