Ninety8 - Meditation lyrics

Verse 1: I'm tryna meditate I'm tryna give up myself Really really is worth it? Is it the fame or both? Money money is the devil I'm busy searching for him I wanna make out my day I wanna get all tha pay Take out my girl to the shops I know she talking Bout Gucci Babe time really coming I never wish that I lose it Baby boy baby boy I'm really feeling the tender I know we talking Amanda Black, white like a panda B.I.G typa dominance Tupac for the governance I know I'm more than before Who am I doing it for? Is it me or the fans? Maybe should get a new Vans Follow trend for a first I know I lead it the most They know I value my cost Write a verse like a Ghost I know bars than a warden I never get outta shifts We never lay on sheets We busy making hits Girls couldn't hala back then Now they becoming a burden Verse 2 Y'all are becoming a nuisance I am happy got a new sense Boy Redix on the beat Swag boys I don't hang with I want tha gangsta life I want the uzzi here She got the moods indeed Told her my soul redeemed She wanna hang with the rappers she wanna blow out the best I know for sure it's me Y'all don't think about it I know I rap for fame And you have lost the game Tick tock tick tock Time is fvckin running out, aye I done did many things, aye She my friend just that, aye She wanna give me the cake, aye Everyday like a birthday I really lost my self I was so deep indeed Had my brother on speed dial Paranoia to a mere hi This year I'm doing ma**es Take note y'all Mrs You go be chasing the boy soon Tryna drink with a teaspoon '17 was a vision '18 is really happening I'm talking hunnid Ks Tryna load it like an AK I wanna get 'em racks Spend it all on my new b**h Get a house in the city Making change do you see me I see my life indeed I hate my fvckin dad Why am I losing my self? Why am I crying for them? Told em I ain't wanna do it My soul is a fortune I'm tryna think about it Get a J to revive it Blood stains all on my shirt Oh God do you see me? I really hate myself I'm ashamed of my own roots I am really outta my shell Oh my.. ring a loud bell Why are they sleeping on me? Why are they hating on me? Oh damn, why are they hating on me