Ninety Pound Wuss - Blank Stare lyrics

d**h is part of this pail second Reacting in chaos with only moments to spare I'm still trying to figure the part I played in this game, my own demise How can we be reconciled from all this When repetition has no strength or value And all that I see is unappealing away So tempting, decadence nails me What risk and I taking for being alive The fear I confront from existance Carry me out now I need more than solitude Save me from myself deceiving Lies angry tears are choking me Forcing me down to my knees Hearts pure intentions are failing me Due to flesh in weakness Integrity lost a portion of myself Now drowning slowly Forsaking, waiting to begin, my dying time Burning from inside, wretched am I Weak and in doubt, I still suffer Go figure, I've never once budged an inch Even though from my heart I'm still trying Trying to see clear my vision It fails me, returning to nothing Demise, my own demise