Nine (SE) - Discontent O.D. lyrics

I tried to put it behind but it just keep coming back And I've done all that's possible I can't keep up And when I've done all that I can And there's nothing left to do I pick it up with my bloody hands Even though I know that I can't win But With empty hands now I have nothing The time right, the time is now And I will rise I conquer it all and take everything Taste the darkness that I bring The time is now And every now and then I think that I'm really close To get what I'm looking for To get what I really want But then there's always something To remind me over and over again That it's not worth fighting for But still I try to I try to find things to make it easier I try to find all those things I gotta have something to keep me up for just another day There's always something there Another day, another lie