Nina Nastasia - I've Been Out Walking lyrics

I've been out walking The soil damp from rain Made me think of you ben godson Your flowers and your hens I imagine we were talking In summer in the yard With this dreaming I kept walking Through the evenings end I was unaware of darkness And unaware of signs I was unaware of loneliness Startled from a noise I woke to my surroundings And saw a man in front of me I turned and slowly walked away I knew we were the only ones here Not one car pa**ed us on the street I ran and ran but soon fell weak Oh, what will come of me, father I was already a liar Now I'm done for sure, it seems I am transformed into Rain and dirt and weeds and leaves I am destroyed and still Walking to the place again