Nina Nastasia - This Familiar Way lyrics

You nearly have me singing like the loon the wicked hour before the dawn arouses with early rays that draw across my bridal bed Always comes as a surprise Always intruding much too soon A grave alarm to pull us from the fever dream And if I would I'd live alone I never would and never will And so it is that I return to him Every day I tear a bit From myself and from the one I love And from the other one I love And with each tear another stitch There's always something new to fix Till blazing flames burn it all to pitch Through the wreckage through the fall Will I meet you this familiar way Would I still keep you Could I suffer you to stay Through the blackened air and all Will I meet you this familiar way Will I still keep you? You must not ask me today.