Nikki Minaj - Autobiography lyrics

Chorus May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic My voice projected my life reflected Daddy was a crack fiend 2 in the morning had us running down the street like a track team Verse 1 When he burnt the house down n my mother was in it How could I forget it the, pain infinite Shes my queen and I ain't even British Shes the only reason that I went to school and I finished She told me that I had talent Got on her knees and prayed for me when I started being violent She saw something in me that, until this day I don't know if I could be dat But I'm a die tryin and when I'm done cryin Grab the iron And black out like I'm retiring Nightmares of you k**ing my mother The reason that I sleep with my head under the covers N shoulda thrown a book at, ch'you cause I hate you so much that it burn when I look at ch'you Chorus x2 May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic my voice projected my life reflected Verse 2 Damn I wanna run to you Hold you n kiss you tell you how I miss you Thought I would have a son for you But now it's official it's over and I can't let you go But I gotta let you know all the sh** I did make it feel like I'm dyin real slow, cause no one understands me they don't know what to do when I'm hurt when I'm angry You was my friend and my man and my daddy, You was there when that b**h tried to stab me anything I ever needed knew you had me Cause of you all them chicks couldn't stand me So why hurt you that's the question It took this long for me to learn my lesson Cause now all I want is peace and get drama I finally understand the true meaning of karma Chorus x2 May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic my voice projected my life reflected Please baby forgive me, mommy was young, mommy was to busy tryna have fun now I pat myself on the back for sending you back cause god knows I was better than that to conceive then leave you the concept alone seems evil I'm trapped in my conscience I adhere to the nonsense listened to people who told me I wasn't ready for you But how the f** would they know wat I was ready to do And of course it wasn't your fault