NightWalker - Bad Weather lyrics

[Verse 1:] Is this the life I chose, or is this my destiny 'Til it gets ruined when I try to change the recipe I'm sick of saying rest in peace And I'm sick of hearing albums when I'm not impressed with beats But I got my own problems to deal with And I don't know if I'ma make it, honestly on some real sh** I'm so confused, you can hear it in my lyrics Man I don't even trust the people I eat meals with I really feel like no one has ever been there for me It s**s to be alone, I wish there was a pair of me But apparently it's me against everything else So it seems like I don't care about anything except for myself And that's a little tough for some to swallow I'm sorry if I hurt you, but I feel so f**in' hollow What's tomorrow gonna have in store for me I'm ready for it, and I'ma keep on growing like the Coral Reef Chorus: Who's got the answers to the questions we asked Can we find them in the future, the present, the past Keep your advice, I never asked for your help The fact is brother, I was asking myself [2X] [Verse 2:] Yeah, yo I've had my heart broken in to pieces, but that's whatever You better believe I glued those f**in' pieces back together It'll never be the same, but it'll have to do They say you can feel it in your stomach, and that sh**'s true So it's hard to say I love you And I apologize again to all the women I've been numb to But it's hard to trust you, and you probably had it happen too So you can understand, I'm doing what I have to do And when I drink, I'll call you again And if you can deal with that, I'll call you my friend At this point, that's all I can afford to offer Whether you know me as Adam, or you call me Walker I try to stay sincere, and I try to keep it real But all I've been through, how do you expect me to feel I feel like I'm in this world alone And that's the reason I don't answer when you call my phone [Chorus] [Verse 3:] Yeah, yo It's been twenty something long hard years and I still search For answers, crack a can and write an ill verse I don't feel worse, I guess I feel the same A lot of good people pa**ed, at least I remain If I don't feel the pain, how can I feel the pleasure How can I appreciate the sunshine without bad weather Whatever, I don't know what I'm trying to say My life ain't perfect, but I don't feel like dying today I guess I could lay here alone in my bed depressed And when I make a mistake I could let it get me stressed But what good would that do I'd rather let it inspire me, like my tattoo And laugh through the hardest times 'Cause it's exactly those times in which we are defined I don't know if I will rise to the top But I will not sink to the bottom with a life vest or not [Chorus]