Nightmare - Nothing Left Behind lyrics

It's been so f**ing cold here... and all the prayers I've made tonight have somehow lost their meanings... I watch the ceiling of an empty room Where all my memories are falling down In a dead end, I'm lost and doomed I wanna stop this spellbound There's a smell of d**h outside I even forget my desires I'm searching the answer which never exists I'm pulling the trigger, I couldn't resist I'm leaving behind all the past When I close my eyes, it's coming back again I'm leaving this life much too fast When I close my eyes, it's coming back... again Its' been a long, cold and lonely ride My loved ones are so far away 'Til the next day I will close my eyes I wanna take this highway There's a scent of blood in the cell It was the right time for a farewell I'm searching the answer which never exists I'm pulling the trigger, I couldn't resist I'm leaving behind all the past When I close my eyes, it's coming back again I'm leaving this life much too fast When I close my eyes, it's coming back... again Searching the answer which never exists I'm crawling... I'm leaving behind all the past When I close my eyes, it's coming back again I'm crawling... I'm leaving this life much too fast When I close my eyes, it's coming back... again