Nightmare Simulation - Dark Memories lyrics

This is not a simulation This is not a fairytale This isn't one of my creations Reality, my one true hell This is not a simulation This is not a fairytale This isn't one of my creations Reality, my one true hell Back to bed where I can dream From this nightmare I can flee Embrace dimethyltryptamine My darkened life it haunting me One am I hear a screaming From my drunken father's lips Paralyzed from fear, yet trembling I'm running away from his fists Wait an hour Hiding, praying Though I know there's nothing there Nobody listens to us children Nobody can erase this fear Years will pa** it stays the same The darkness destined to remain The easy part is feeling pain Hardest is cleaning up the stains This is not a simulation This is not a fairytale This isn't one of my creations Reality, my one true hell This is not a simulation This is not a fairytale This isn't one of my creations Reality, my one true hell This is not a simulation This is not a fairytale This isn't one of my creations Reality, my one true hell This is not a simulation This is not a fairytale This isn't one of my creations Reality, my one true hell