Nightmare And The Cat - Goodbye So Many Times lyrics

I've said goodbye so many times The word has lost all meaning But I won't say it again If you keep me here believing The canyons are silent As I awake and you weren't there My heartache is violent I wish that I had never cared But as the satellites are blinking I'm stranded out here thinking About where you are For these eyes can only see so far This love's a spirit swimming through my veins I should have listened when you used to say… I've said goodbye so many times The word has lost all meaning But I won't say it again If you keep me here believing I wrote you a letter But no one cares for those these days My chances are better Of lighting candles in the rain So I'm asking myself blindly Will solace ever find me And who will catch my fall Now that you aren't there for me at all Feels like the future and the past are dancing Inside of a moment that is never pa**ing What's worse to give up what your heart is asking for Or waiting forever blue behind your door? I've said goodbye so many times The word has lost all meaning But I won't say it again If you keep me here believing I've said goodbye so many times The word has lost all meaning But I won't say it again If you keep me here believing If you keep me here believing…in you