Abandoned by my own self Left alone in this inscrutable quagmire When all the peons eminent I must acknowledge decease And when the time comes Attempt once more And withdraw Forever in lastingness Perpetually breathless to our kind Gasping decolorized vapid air All throughout me A mound of ignorance Dreams that once seemed impending Dreams that frenzied into sadness Nightmares all they are nightmares A nigrescent caliginous barren wonder land And when the time comes, for my dreams Attempt once more, ignited dreams And withdraw, the ignited dreams Forever in lastingness, my dreams Conspicuously I must be vanishing But how? And why? I'm my own exclusive downfall All I am reflects you