Niels Geusebroek - Falling down lyrics

I"m in the quicksand running the same time I"m in the sky and drowning in the open sea What else can I do? I let down my guards but close all the windows I"ll find the love but turn it into bitterness That"s what I got myself into Cause it"s the joy and disbelief at the same time Look at me I"m falling down Falling down, I am falling Look at me I"m falling down Falling down, I am falling down I"m in the dark shining like a rainbow I got it all; the heart and the vicious mind There"s nothing I wouldn"t do It"s all to much, but never do I get done That"s why it is the magical mystery I know that I"ve got to choose Cause it"s the fault and it"s the field here inside me I am the one I raise the flag and point the gun Maybe I can make it easer than this I will pa** through And you"ll know when I do You will know by then