Nicotine - Flash Back lyrics

On my TV screen I found a little sorrow Is this my destiny, is this my destiny I didn't want to accept this as my lot Maybe I must face this truth in the end Lookin' in the mirror After a while I closed my eyes And remembered the time when I was a kid I lost my family and my place to live I cry on the pillow Can I have a happy future in my life Will I see another better day Can I have a happy future in my life Will I see another better day Remember me you've never called my name Is this your tenderness Is this your tenderness I have followed your goddamn sh**ty way Maybe I lost my whole life time Lookin' in the mirror After a while I closed my eyes And remembered the time I spent with you I lost my fantasy no place to go Where is my hero Have you ever faced this truth As I saw it yesterday Have you ever found your way When you lost your mind Can you show me now