Nicole Dollanganger - Alligator Blood lyrics

Drinking a cup of alligator blood Tastes like the heads and feet we'd see For sale at the local pawn We'd make necklaces out of I'd wear them round my neck I'm a s**er for the love of the flesh All things rancid and delicate But the smell in the summer heat It still gets to me Knee-deep in the poacher's dream He dragged that thing out back and he Hung it upside down and slit its belly open And then he let it bleed out He held my head and made me watch Filled my mouth up with its blood and said "Grow up weak or grow up tough" Playing in the swamp of alligator blood Behind our house in the marshy lawn He'd always hold my head Under the water a little too long 'Cause he wanted me to be all guts no glory "All survivor, no guilt" he said But he calls me his crocodile tears While i'm chained up to the bed When I was done - wiped my mouth on his sleeve I f**ed the soul of the south but it crucified me