Nico Lindsay - On My Mind lyrics

[Intro] And it's just One of them days Sitting back Reflecting Couple of things on my mind [Verse 1] Mordant No inspiration, no decent stations To lock into or go to No tunes to vocal, nobody's local If you know me, so antisocial Humble and old school But I don't like some who went to my old school Some turned fake and present some bullsh** Honestly Who are they fooling? Attempt is appalling I'm still moving days, I ain't getting any younger Days [?] never been heard Now things are changing Still don't like the fragrance What are these wannabe pavements? Realest statement Please be making Not balling, maintaining, see them hating See me aiming, banging in goals No time for those Who grind for raving and clothes I show much more Currently At times, reality's bugging me All I can do is face it Stop chasing my dream and make it I see a lot fall And get back up like everyting's cool I respect the fact you made it back But now you're wack, please leave Bars on your BB? I find it funny, way too easy When you're caught by a new trend Or a new trap or a new sense [Hook] On my mind at the moment So many things are going on, so I try to focus So many ideas, so many regrets Way too much stress, it's getting to my head But why let it do that? Is it cause I choose that? And if I can, why is it that I can't prove that? Let me think more, inside dig more In my own world, I let go and set sail [Verse 2] Back again, thinking About progress, not chick linking To the new, I stay quite distant With the old, it's love if you made it A lot fail the test But some didn't care, some left with stress Win or lose Five star hotels or on the streets with booze Reminiscing on high life From sky high to taking a skydive Deceived by the shine Left in the dark with a devious mind Reality, insanity Everyday, they try and battle me Who shall win? No control or control I'm in Let's see If I'm in control like a chess piece Or will the future reject me? A nerdy d**h They say it's a gamble, place your bets No time for chasing steps Time to chase a cheque Or two, or three Or more, get Ps Live a fantasy life Already lived that inside of my mind I can't even lie, I'm losing it Worst ting is I'm used to it Pick a beat and move to it Might delete it, I ain't using it Random, I'm loaded I'm zoning, don't watch me [Hook] On my mind at the moment So many things are going on, so I try to focus So many ideas, so many regrets Way too much stress, it's getting to my head But why let it do that? Is it cause I choose that? And if I can, why is it that I can't prove that? Let me think more, inside dig more In my own world, I let go and set sail