Nick Vanelli - Suicide Note lyrics

​Verse One Im hurting way more then you would ever know Trying hide these scars, but the cut deepest Cut forever show Yes I have weakness, I'll don't tell but the devil know Who planted this seed, but important how made it grow But the bleeding is increasing in lacking for reasoning. If trapped within season.. Where Happiness is a teasing Every flaw of the mirror, they stare while u blinking Shallow part of my heart I stand only to can sinkin These pills Im swallow easy compared truth Let This razor will ease the pain, and cut the wires they use To leave me hanging by my self but I'm wrong if I tie the noose So all this "fight for my life" that I hate im calling a truce You call me a coward, I call you a vulture Addicted to flesh, still as a sculpture And this note I'm the Aurthor Turn his back hope so he can show his posture Is d**h the only way I connect to my father I sleep with monster, I'm dream of coffins My selling my soul, I'm hearing the offers Jesus bid at the occasion Cause this life nothing more but a end with a bargain Self destruction success rate I'm raising the margin Begging your pardon, I'm begging your pardon I was told not fear satan, so if it's safe to say I don't fear hell, I only fear there no vacancy Chorus: They try to say I was too Young for suicide They try to say I was too Black for suicide They try to say I was too Rich for suicide They try to say I was too Cool for suicide They try to say I was too Cute for suicide They try to say I was too Scared of Suicide Verse Two ​ Look I at hurt, more then I could ever show Family tried till me, stay strong let the devil know I'm cover in his blood, but I get weak and the devil hope The people that can help oddest sh** Like heavens no And how when everything I vow God can you here I need to hear you right now I don't wanna drooling in the poison of a smile Look I rather frown, as I stare Mirror down Cause when I see my blood, Then I feel the love When the pain reach to the surface I burry it with some d** I'm into looking for some help Why looking in disgust But if I hang from the truth then honestly is corrupt You ask me if I'm cool, You greet me wit what up You noticed all my failure,You talking about my cuts You focus on my shell, But if I give this body up Then I would truly understand, you never gave a f** You only see the brands and the label on his carca** Not the pride of a father, the hungry of an artist So I as I walk no I'm sprinting Into the darkness You fear of truth was the knife of the sharpest Nature, nurture if your feed pain, you rebirth it Worthless, pretending you care is so perfect People going ride when you laying out right behind him And the one that feel the worst is the one that could've stop him Chorus They try to say I was too Young for suicide They try to say I was too Black for suicide They try to say I was too Rich for suicide They try to say I was too Cool for suicide They try to say I was too Cute for suicide They try to say I was too Scared of Suicide