Nick Steele - Only Getting Older lyrics

[Verse 1] It's 4:22 The dark is clowding my judgement I've got a pen and some paper trying to write some substance In my words in my sanity, Success and loved why can't it be? Is it cause I only want the vanity or is all this just a result of the fan in me Wanting….. to meet my idols So this pen is sitting idol cause I can't think of a title I've been here for quite a while And it get harder to smile Acting like a child yet why is it that they choose me And I ain't trying to be choosy but I don't rap about the uzi's So do they really mean it or do they just wanna use me Cause how many rappers came up out of awhwatukee The same amount as a bad Disney movie And I guess that's zero so am I number one My term has just begun And I just wanna be done With the climing and the rising, I just wanna be the man that's thriving I don't chase my dreams I just take my time arriving And Is that to much to ask for Cause that is what I rap for But do I really want the fame Money to blow and women who know my name Am I in my lane or just a college rapper With rhymes that are master and I dress a little dapper She was my cancer and I don't need to mention zodiac I want her as bad as charlotte wants kobe back But I can't because I want the night time skyline of Chicago The Crib in Colorado Fame Over Sanity the motto R.E.A.L. Records is the label I forever remain faithful Man I'm only getting older [Hook] All I care about is money and the city that I'm from I'ma sip until I feel it, I'ma smoke it till it's done And I don't really give a, and my excuse is that I'm young And I'm only getting older so somebody should've told ya I'm only getting older... [Verse 2] Swerve b**h, AK in my firm grip Hand in the green like im fist f**ing kermit These people think they're cool with me Because they went to school with me I'm all about the j**erley You ain't april foolin me I be up late at night Dreamin about a vacant flight You know it's me and franklin right? Performing in a bedroom mirror, It only makes your vision clearer Destiny is screaming and it seems like only I can hear her I'm only getting older my flows are only getting colder Swallow or it's going in your eyes is what I told her "‎"...They say it's been a while since they heard me on the air waves / i've just been having 1 to many 'i dont even care' days..." Cause they say my songs are to dark, nah that's my skin I don't rap about s** cause I don't get it in And it shouldn't be debated like a rumors The fact is money's on my mind like it's a f**ing tumor I'm on my grind, you ain't even skating I ain't went this hard since I was 18 Oh wait that was 3 months ago, haha hate me! Got the beat screaming out “Frankie just ate me!” And then I digested it and sent it through my bowles Then sh** it out and wiped it on a toilet paper towels But if you're gonna complain Make your bed upon a train, tracks And add a million to me like my first name is max I'm not chasing cats I'm chasing cows for the cream Till I'm drowning in the green, I represent my team Real Records, Reaching Everything Achievable In Life it's so soulful I agree with ya I'm only getting older, I'm only getting wiser I'm only getting colder yet I'm only spitting fire