Nick Singleton - Dirty Waters lyrics

TAKE IT ALL BACK TAKE THESE DAYS BACK I AM SO RESTLESS FROM LYING HERE IN MY BED IT MAKES ME RECKLESS AND WISHING I WAS DEAD SO I DROWN MYSELF WITH SUBSTANCES AND IM DWELLING HERE IN SELF PITY I CAN'T BELIEVE I CAN'T BELIEVE WHAT IS HAPPENING TO MYSELF AND EVERYONE I LOVE IT FEELS LIKE EVERY CHOICE I MAKE LEADS TO ANOTHER MISTAKE KILLING MY CONFIDENCE IT NEVER ENDS IT NEVER ENDS IT DOESN'T STOP IT DOESN'T STOP WHERE YOU WANT IT TO IT KEEPS GROWING UNTIL IT'S OUT OF CONTROL UNTIL YOU CAN'T HOLD IT BACK NO MORE NOTAKE IT ALL BACK JUST TAKE THIS sh*t AWAY FROM ME IN DIRTY WATERS I'M DROWNING SOME MORE UNTIL MY FEET START TOUCHING THE FLOOR ON SHALLOW GROUNDS IT'S EASY TO SEE ALL THAT SURROUNDS YOU WAS NEVER MEANT TO BE HEY THE PROBLEM WITH PROGRESS IS YOU CAN'T STOP WHAT'S ALLREADY HAPPENED YEAH THIS TIME WON'T BE DIFFERENT THAN NEXT TIME BUT NEXT TIME YOU'LL BE KNOCKING STRAIGHT ON MY GRAVE WHEN WILL YOU MAKE IT STOP WHEN WILL YOU MAKE IT STOP WHEN WILL YOU MAKE IT STOP YOU BETTER MAKE IT STOP BEFORE I LOSE MY MIND IT'S NON OF YOUR BUSINESS WHAT I DO TO MYSELF IT'S NON OF YOUR BUSINESS HOW I ACT I AM SO RESTLESS FROM LYING HERE IN MY BED IT MAKES ME RECKLESS AND WISHING I WAS DEAD SO I DROWN MYSELF WITH SUBSTANCES AND IM DWELLING HERE IN SELF PITY PLEASE FATHER FORGIVE ME FOR I HAVE SINNED FOR I HAVE LEFT THE PATH OF THE RIGHTEOUS TO RETURN HOME AND FULLFILL MY DARKEST NEEEDS IS GOD REAL? HEY THE PROBLEM WITH PROGRESS IS YOU CAN'T STOP WHAT'S ALLREADY HAPPENED YEAH THIS TIME WON'T BE DIFFERENT THAN NEXT TIME BUT NEXT TIME YOU'LL BE KNOCKING STRAIGHT ON MY GRAVE HEY THE PROBLEM WITH PROGRESS IS YOU CAN'T STOP WHAT'S ALLREADY HAPPENED YEAH THIS TIME WON'T BE DIFFERENT THAN NEXT TIME BUT NEXT TIME YOU'LL BE KNOCKING STRAIGHT ON MY GRAVE