You can whisper to me those eager restless thoughts that bothered you all of this time. I have all the time for you now I can't sleep but i cry. Strange, nameless feelings deep within my soul, always stopped me from crying When my heart felt the most What else could have been there? I could feel my eyes sour! So scared of me reliving my emotions out loud in a scream of cry!! It did not let me sleep all these years! I am tired, yet can't sleep. Why me and for how long? My Gods that bought me this WORLD, imposed on me time and again “Crying will not change your destiny” he said For years to come, those words engraved deep inside my soul I have a feeling of sadness today My soul in distress Close your eyes and remember those moments of childhood that boat you made of paper floated for the first time Yet i cannot go there, that room it shows so dark These feelings of sorrow are so profound today; it's hurts my eyes yet tears are dry. Why then those long sleepless nights, those fervent whispers, that huff of cry? You know it's not for you. I sometimes wonder if those blessed with emotions can cry a little for me The fears of entering that room are now deeply engraved into my soul It hurts and hurts; yet I have no cure. Why? Why have they left me now that I needed their conviction the most? I am tired of hauling this restless soul anymore. I felt those cries, those careless cries of a child! They made me sad! Or were they a flash of bliss? These deep secrets of my soul would go with me to the end, Untouched. I wanted to cry, cry my heart away in these times of darkness. It must be a fate of time, now that those fervent egos are nowhere in sight They always held me back, whispering, “don't give up”. I feel like a child yearning to run; yet still learning to walk This moment will also fly away, past is your destiny I console myself EVERY SECOND OF THE DAY