Nick Holmes - Internal Torment II lyrics

As you stare into the depths of darkness Illusions of your mind pressured by horror Standing on a plain of desolation The streams of frozen mist are shattered by the Sun Travel through the uncaring skies Prepare for this defeat Once you're dead your eyes are shut forever Is it just the darkness that greets our pleas? Trapped in my skull sanity's locked inside Can't express my feelings the pain I must hide My body possessed by and unseen force Crippled for life As I try to speak my voice No physical pain you will feel Is this mental insanity real? No future an obscenity Why was I chosen to suffer? Hoping I wake up and the curse has left my soul Attempts at speech are drowned in laughter I writhe and grit my teeth in anger... why? Not allowed to make decisions If only I could tell them all I can think In my afterlife I'll rise again Destroy all the ones who laughed k** them all... Able to think, flex my limbs, talk and socialise, live my life...