Nicholas Carpenter - Stupider lyrics

Sometimes I feel stupider right after I jerk off As if I pumped the smartest parts of me right into the sock And sometimes I feel humaner when I allow my blood to boil Seems to be the only way to keep my youthful heart from spoil Sometimes I feel manly when I drink and curse and spit Seems that all the boys I came up with came up ill-equipped To share anything significant with anyone they know A round of drinks around some blueprints Round and round they go until there's nothing left to say And nothing else to feel Sometimes I feel actual when I'm in my car alone As if the seat belts and the stoplights know my name and set the tone for my never ending stream of birthday selfies and white teeth I pray to god the kids I make get money and degrees until theres nothing left to say And nothing else to feel