NiceGuyBeats - Monster lyrics

[Hook: Meg & Dia] Monster How should I feel? Creatures lie here Looking through the window... (x4) [Verse 1: b-Rabbit] I can't believe it, what have I done? This isn't how I wanted it to be, this ain't how I get on top I lost their trust, our friendship just stop But it ain't my fault, I'm just trying to make some hip-hop But something inside is tearing me apart See I been away from God for about four years, leaving a broken heart For the most part I didn't think it was cool to talk about this sort Stopped going to church, ended my search But recently something just ain't been right The anger inside me has been waiting to ignite And tonight it came through Here on the twelfth night of me writing this album I feel like Hatsuharu cause first I'm black then I'm white But wait, I think I see some light Yo she took me to her church on a Wednesday night Hey, I'm thinking things may be alright If I can just turn my life around Maybe then I'd sleep sound tonight But yo I can still feel this pain! [Hook: Meg & Dia] Monster How should I feel? Creatures lie here Looking through the window... (x2) [Verse 2: b-Rabbit] This is just the way my story's begun One by one I lost every last loved one They say the world's a stage and we all play a character If that's true, then why is my character such an animal? I'm like a cannibal the way I react to something I see that I don't like They hurt, and irk me, and make me mad I snap and Travis comes out The new Slim Shady, he ain't afraid of nothing He'll diss anyone, he ain't bluffing Ain't stunting, he really is a monster! But Travis Smith is me, b-Rabbit is just a mask that I wear So I can go out and spit some rhymes, look haters in the eyes and say that I don't care But nothing I can do to take any of this away I strayed away from God, decided I was too cool to pray I went out, made some mistakes, started listening to rap Died my hair and never once looked back But through it all nothing changed cause I'm still just another... [Hook: Meg & Dia] Monster How should I feel? Creatures lie here Looking through the window... (x4)