Nic the Poet - Never Over lyrics

I keep trying, and I keep trying, and I keep trying, and Yea You used to sing my songs Yea, you, you used to sing along Remember you was holding on To my skin and confessed your every feeling like a microphone Who used to get up under the skirt And make it work, you used to make it twerk, yea, twerk Tell him I hit it first, just so he knew what you worth You used to be worth so much more Then you decided only thing you hit goes right up your nose You'd either snort or smoke it Still hoping I'd hit it while keeping your legs open For any dealer that walked by, all these peanuts with gla** eyes Any cracker with crackpipes, or dudes that gave you a black eye Only been with two black guys, and two more not so bad guys But you were always influenced by all your medications all of your degradations Dropped out no education, too bad we lack in patience, fill me with such frustration Your family kept saying, girl mind all your relations But your mind only chasing, after futures mishapen You'll wind up as a patient, keep injecting all that Matrix And you'll find out what Neo figured out the hard way later The whole world just gon use you, mistreat you and abuse you All guidance they refuse you, but I guess that's what you're used to I don't want that for you, I want you to be better But it's not my fault, you still in stormy weather But I still blame myself cuz it could be so much better But I still blame myself cuz it could be so much better Forgive me I keep trying, and I keep trying, and I keep trying, and Yea I keep trying to make up I keep trying to shake up I keep trying to wake up But it just ain't over it But it just ain't over it, no I remember the whole thing, whole thing Parents always caught us sneaking away What was wrong with you and me Just as bad as we could be Your little brother thought that we, were meant to me But you pushed me away so I left, but a place in my heart for you I've kept When you first told me I wept I never thought that this would come to pa** Now you got HIV and you tryna make it past But you still searching for a blast from the past and already in rehab I just wish you would've been smarter but you both got the same problem An overbearing mother and family that don't trust ya Headed in opposed directions, just to let go, I get it The fact I understand and saw first hand you can suppose I did it I should've stopped it from coming but you're helpless and not for nothing I thought you was worth something I thought we was all worth something I guess now it ain't worth nothing Ay, ay, ay, moving on I keep trying to make up I keep trying to shake up I keep trying to wake up But it just ain't over it