NF - Your Grace lyrics

[Intro]: Yeah sometimes I feel like (feeling like I lost my mind) Always close But I never been to you And then the next moment It´s like I´m running from you And I´m sorry My hearts supposed to be But sometimes that´s all I have Forgive me I feel lost in my mind Yes, another pain in my head I feel so broken inside With memories I´m trying to forget I don´t feel like I used to Matter of fact not even close I don´t feel right Yet I choose to To go to a place I don´t know Maybe I´m crazy Maybe I´m not I feel like I`m out of control And God I need you Right now I never should´ve let you go Now I´m just so out of control [Chorus]: And now I don´t know who I am This was never my plan This is the way I was supposed to be I took it out of your hands I took a chance But how am it supposed to see When I´m blinded When I´m broken Looking for a way to escape I can´t find it But then I´m reminded of your grace Of your grace [Verse 1]: I thought I was fine I guess not If I was I wouldn´t feel this way If I was okay And I was so perfect Then why do I feel so ashamed And I´m no liar in my head Screaming I don´t need any help I say I´m trying yet in the air I´m only telling lies to myself I say I want answers Complaining I´m just looking for truth And yes I got problems Which I got ´em I seem like I blame on you It´s like I don´t know what to do [Chorus]: And now I don´t know who I am This was never my plan This is the way it was supposed to be I took it out of your hands I took a chance But how am I supposed to see When I´m blinded When I´m broken Looking for a way to escape I can´t find it But then I´m reminded of your grace Of your grace [Verse 2]: Lord forgive me I feel so cold Living in the wrong Yeah here I go I don´t want to cry I don´t want to show all the emotion I got froze I don´t know how say this Easy But can I can I man me I don´t see me I don´t see the things I used to know Swore to myself Never let you go Here I go Pain again Here I go Plan retain Acting like I´m fine When in my mind I´m just breaking Looking for a reason Wonder why i´m breathing Why did my momma had to die Lord Jesus I don´t understand this I ain´t never planned it My plan did never involved We feeling trashed it I feel like I keep falling down Lord please help me up I´ve had enough [Chorus]: And now I don´t know who I am This was never my plan This is the way it was supposed to be I took it out of your hands I took a chance But how am I supposed to see When I´m blinded When I´m broken Looking for a way to escape I can´t find it But then I´m reminded of your grace Of your grace