Nexenus - Fake Choking lyrics

I'll punish myself for neglecting To pray at your temple today And question the world For neglecting to show me your face The way it often does No matter how far i stray The way i still feel your touch Even f**ing the shame away You are my everything That i can't see and say You are my everything In between cla**es and pay You are my everything In the window during the day Because youre nothing at all except Old texts and pain Youre nothing at all except Broken bones in the rain Youre nothing at all except Keystrokes and fake choking When deep throating that started off Real but you told me to keep going Cos you like the sound of the k** I'll punish myself for imagining Someone else But only because It reminds of how it was I liked how close that you watched Because when you were above I got to watch you just the Same way sunk in your claws I miss the way that you Used to draw blood I miss the way that you Took your watch off I miss the way that you Sound when you cum I miss getting to Keep you away from Anyone else but no one in Particular usually Just anyone not me I just needed you in my Posession the way i Was in yours Like everything else you wore Incredulous and abhorrant Insidious but allurring Re-occurring broken and boring Downloading torrents of things to do I could listen to all your Favorite music And watch your favorite movies But i don't want them to mean Anything at all to me I couldn't be The only thing youd need The only reason i bleed The worst poison to me The worst reason to bleed Youre just poison to me You are my everything That i can't see and say You are my everything In between cla**es and pay You are my everything In the window during the day Because youre nothing at all except Old texts and pain Youre nothing at all except Broken bones in the rain Youre nothing at all except Keystrokes and fake choking When deep throating that started off Real but you told me to keep going Cos you like the sound of the k**