New Years Day - Away lyrics

All alone In the darkness of my room The sunlight bleeding through my blinds Like an angel's open wound On the outside (I seem fine) But on the inside (I'm not alright) Every decision that I make Just seems to be my worst mistake Away, away from everything that hurts Away from this pain I feel inside Struggling to bend these lips Into a smile I'll soon dismiss My heart is not a place that I call home I just want to be alone Still alone In the darkness of my room Staring out between my blinds Watching the daylight be consumed Like the joy that (I once felt) Dealing with these (cards I'm dealt) When they said that life's not fair They must have seen me sitting here It's funny how one moment can change everything And in a second shatter every hope and dream you have And leave you with an empty feeling you can't seem to fill And empty space that only time might heal [Chorus] Breath in deep and fill this chest with something more, more than emptiness [Chorus]